Is to want it too much"
I heard that on Scrubs last night, it made me chuckle. Mainly because its true for most things. Then again, nearly anything can be proven true most of the time.
I feel better, tons better. I won't be running off to a singles gatherings anytime soon, but I don't seem to have that swirl of emotions that mimic what I would assume having a period is like. I think its in part due to a few people, Kat, Jenn, Jen, Randy and Andrew(No, not Andy, different Andrew). I found out yesterday from talking to one of Amber's friends (I was strictly trying to get her brothers Xbox live account name, not digging thank you) that she already likes another boy and wants to date him. Now yesterday I felt alright, and that somewhat killed it. Though I can thank Kat, Jenn and Andrew for bringing me back around. Jen was nice enough to share a comment with me, a little something to think over, which helps as well. I feel lucky to have friends of well, 6 years or more from that bunch. Who even though sometimes I don't call or write as much as perhaps I should.. Still Talk, still there when you need them. Its refreshing to know at least friendship, good ones, I still have.
Yesterday was interesting. Had myself a rant on love, mainly to Kat's annoyance or entertainment.. Not sure which, perhaps a mixture of both. I can't say for certain it was one of my more entertaining ones.. But who knows? The shadow.. thats who.. hah
It's overcast today. I like the weather, wish it would rain honestly. I hope it rains at some point when I'm in Georgia. Even if I have to run in it and do push ups in the mud. Which honestly might be fun, I don't think I've done anything like that since I was a kid.
I know this post seems to bounce around a bit, and is somewhat lack luster in detail.. I just feel too calm at the moment to go on writing about emotions that haunted me yesterday or the like. I just miss my friends, I want to go and hang out, be silly, have a good time. I want to go have a beer, maybe play some pool. I also want a good nights sleep. Though that's mainly do to the fact I can't shut my brain off anymore. Old problem.. that Ironically only comes about when there is a problem heh.
So I got an extension for traffic school, need to finish that. Also need to take care of my most recent ticket.. All those years, not one, and then I get two. One for failure to stop at a stop sign, and the other in a sherrifs ticket trap.
I passed a school bus with red lights flashing. Now, I didn't think I needed to stop, merely slow. Why? Well due to the fact that it was on a main, and busy street. And because it wasn't at a corner.
Well yes, I was wrong, but it doesn't change the fact that it was a trap. I was the last of four cars to be pulled over for passing it. There was a sherrif parked up the street from the bus, who WALKED into the middle of the street to stop us, while a motorcycle officer pulled up behind us and pulled us all over.
Well live and learn, the problem with that though is, that the "bail" amount on the notice I got is like $514. I checked online, first offense for this ticket should be $150. I'm debating going to court over it, or just paying it next week.
Well, I'm at work. Didn't get to sleep till late last night. My eyes burn and I want a nap.. or to not be here. I think being here contributes more to my being tired. Though that can be said about anyplace.
Well, I'm off to go sit on myspace, browse newgrounds, and wait for 1pm to roll around.